The rules say I can't say nigger or penis.
I flout the rules WITH you, sir.
Look at you, now. You thought yourself quite brave, embracing lawlessness. But the law has caught up with you - caught up with you NOT to punish you, as you deep-down desired. No.
Caught up with you to JOIN you - your greatest terror (excluding pitbull on penis situations).
This acting out was your way of seeking boundaries - a fight or flight response to feelings of helplessness.
My response is just the universe letting you know there ARE no boundaries - you can go ahead and purchase that ball gag and build that box and kidnap your neighbor and own another human. Or whatever YOUR thing is - that's mine, so...